Heaven Knows

She's always on my mind

From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes

She's everywhere I go

She's all I know

And though she's so far away

It just keeps getting stronger everyday

And even now she's gone

I'm still holding on

So tell me, where do I start

'Coz its breaking my heart

Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday

Only heaven knows

And maybe our hearts will find their way

Only heaven knows

And all I can do is hope and pray

'Coz heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine


But tell me,
Where do I start
'Coz its breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday

Only heaven knows

And maybe our hearts will find their way

Only heaven knows

And all I can do is hope and pray

'Coz heaven knows

Why I live in despair

'Coz wide awake or dreamin',

I know she's never there

And all the time I act so brave,

I'm shakin' inside

Why does it hurt me so?

Maybe my love will come back someday

Only heaven knows

And maybe our hearts will find their way

Only heaven knows

And all I can do is hope and pray

'Coz heaven knows

Heaven knows... Heaven knows...

For the Rest of My Life

I praise Allah for sending me you my love

You found me home and sail with me

And I`m here with you

Now let me let you know

You`ve opened my heart

I was always thinking that love was wrong

But everything was changed when you came along

And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you. Loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

I feel so blessed when I think of you

And I ask Allah to bless all we do

You`re my wife and my friend and my strength

And I pray we`re together eternally

Now I find myself so strong

Everything changed when you came along

And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you. Loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

Now that you`re here

In front of me I strongly feel love

And I have no doubt

And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you. Loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

Oldies

listening to an old song can really make u feel relax.
some of the oldies that i really like:-

kenny g,
george benson,
carlos santana,
bryan adams,
ramli sarip,
m nasir,
anuar zain,

who else??
actually its a heck of a long list if i were to list them all....
hahahaha...

Stand Out

Open up your eyes, take a look at me
Get the picture fixed in your memory
I'm driven by the rythm like the beat of a heart
And I won't stop until I start
To stand out
To stand out

Some people settle for the typical thing
Livin' all their lives waiting in the wings
It ain't a question of "if", just a matter of time
Before I move to the front of the line

Once you're watching every move that I make
You gotta believe that I got what it takes

To stand out, above the crowd
Even if I gotta shout out loud
'Til mine is the only face you'll see
Gonna stand out ...
'Til ya notice me

If the squeaky wheel's always gettin' the grease
I'm totally devoted to disturbing the peace
And I'll do it all again, when I get done
Until I become your number one 

No method to the madness, and no means of escape
Gonna break every rule or bend them all outta shape
It ain't a question of "how", just a matter of when
You get the message that I'm tryin' to send 

I'm under a spell, I'm in over my head
And you know I'm going all the way to the end 

To stand out, above the crowd
Even if I gotta shout out loud
'Til mine is the only face you see
Gonna stand out ...
'Til ya notice me

If I could make you stop and take a look at me
instead of just, walkin' on
There's nothin that
I wouldn't do if it was gettin' you to notice
I'm alive 

All I need is half a chance,
a second thought, a second glance
To prove, I got whatever it takes

It's a piece of cake

To stand out, above the crowd
Even if I gotta shout out loud
'Til mine is the only face you'll see
Gonna, stand out, staaaand out

Stand out!
Stand out!

'Til mine is the only face you'll see
Gonna stand out

'Til ya notice me

this is a very old song.

almost forgot that this is one of my favourite song =)

Smile

"let just say one day in ur life u fall down while walking.

what will u do??

u get back up and stand right.

coz if u don't, u won't get anywhere.

but sometimes in life,

when u fall down,

u feel like u don't have the strength to get back up.

and it is a lie to think that u can get through this life, alone.

its a lie.

u see i have experienced failure in my life.

and if i fail a hundred times,do u think that i will just give up??
no i will not.
and if i fail a hundred times more, i will not going to give up.

i will keep on trying again, and again and again.

and i'm gonna tell u this.

it is NOT THE END.

it matters how u going to finish.

r u gonna finish strong?

and u will find that strength to get back up within u." - Nick Vujicic

just something that i want u readers to think about.

Never ever ever give up

when u realise what u can achieve in life,

when u think u can't afford to go on,

when u realise the unlimited potential in ur life,

what u need to understand is that,

u can't afford... to give up.

and this is the message.

NEVER EVER EVER GIVE UP

by: Nick Vujicic

love this guy a lot.

Perfectionism

While searching for something random inside the Wikipedia, I came across this term; Perfectionism. I'm amazed by this term. Wow. To think that there is a term that describe people like that. I'm not insulting them nor envy them. I'm doing this just for the purpose of sharing with you all.

The definition that I get from the Wikipedia, Perfectionism is a belief that perfection can and should be attained. In its pathological form, perfectionism is a belief that work or output that is anything less than perfect is unacceptable.

There's more actually. Most of the psychologist said that this kind of lifestyle is actually an unhealthy lifestyle and belief. There are two types of perfectionist:-

1. Normal perfectionist: derive a very real sense of pleasure from the labours of a painstaking effort.
2. Neurotic perfectionist: unable to feel satisfaction because in their own eyes they never seem to do things well enough to warrant that feeling of satisfaction.

Actually there's more. Some of them describe perfectionist as having obsessive personality types which is distinct from obsessive-compulsive disorder. Perfectionist are obsessives who need to feel in control at all times to protect themselves and ensure their own safety. But there are also good points in this type of personality. By being constantly vigilant and trying extremely hard, they can ensure that they not only fail to disappoint or are beyond reproach but that they can protect against unforeseen issues.

Wow. there are also pros and cons in this type of personality. Very interesting indeed. For some reason that I actually don't know about it myself, I want to study this type of people. Why they have this type of personality? For what purpose do they want to live this kind of life?

But whatever it is, you can't judge the book by its cover. Maybe they have their own purposes by taking that  kind of lifestyle. So we need to respect and appreciate each others uniqueness. That makes us human. We are not perfect. But along the journey, we will find many challenges. That challenges will shape our true self.

P/S: this post is not related to anyone at all. i did this just to fulfill my free time :)