About Me

My photo
Hulu Langat, Selangor, Malaysia
I'm a guy who's trying to find my way around the world and trying to find what is the purpose of my existence, and I'm growing old day by day.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

One Big Unicorn

One big unicorn, strong and free,
thought he was happy as he could be.

Then three little kittens came around,
and turned his whole life upside down.

They made him laugh, they made him cry.
He never should have said goodbye.

And now he knows he could never part,
from those three little kittens that changed his heart.

Sleepy Kittens

Three little kittens loved to play,
they had fun in the sun all day.
Then their mother came out and said,
"Time for kittens to go to bed."

Three little kittens started to bawl,
"Mommy, we're not tired at all."
Their mother smiled and said with a purr,
"Fine, but at least you should brush you fur."

Three little kittens with fur all brushed said,
"We can't sleep, we feel too rushed!"
Their mother replied, with a voice like silk,
"Fine, but at least you should drink your milk."

Three little kittens, with milk all gone,
rubbed their eyes and started to yawn.
"We can't sleep, we can't even try."
Then their mother sang a lullaby.

"Good night kittens, close your eyes.
Sleep in peace until you rise.
Though while you sleep, we are apart,
Your mommy loves you with all her heart."

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

My Everything

The loneliness of nights alone
The search for strength to carry on
My every hope has seemed to die
My eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shines from up above
You surrounded me with your endless love
And all the things I couldn't see
Are now so clear to me

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
Are suddenly reality
You've opened up my heart to feel
A kind of love that's truly real
A guiding light that'll never fade
There's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
For the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

You're the breath of life in me
The only one that sets me free
And you have made my soul complete for all time
For all time

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only one I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
Down on bended knee
That you will always be
My everything, oh my everything

Thanks to 98 Degree

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Warm Heart

For a moment I though I could forget you.
For a moment I thought I could still the loneliness in my heart.
I thought the past could no longer haunt me, nor hurt me.
How wrong I was.


For the past, no matter how distant, is as much a part of me as life itself.
And you are part of that life.
You are so much a part of me, of my dreams, my youth, and my ambitions that in all my tasks I can't help remembering you.
Many little delights and things remind me of you.


Yes, I came. And would my pride mock my real feelings?
Would the love song, the sweet and lovely smile on your face, be lost among the deepening shadows?


I have wanted to be alone. I thought I could make myself forget you in silence and in songs...


And yet I remembered. For who could forget the memory of the once lovely, the once beautiful, the once happy world such as ours?


I came because the song that I kept through the years is waiting to be sung. I cannot sing it without you. The song when sung alone will lose the essence of its tune, because you and I had been one.


I have wanted this misery to end, because it is part of my restlessness.


Can't you understand?
Can't you divine the depth and the tenderness of my feelings towards you?
Yes, can't you see how I suffer in this even darkness without you?


You went away because you mistook my silence for indifference.
But silence, my dear, is the language of my heart.
How could I essay the intensity of my love when silence speaks a more eloquent tone?
But perhaps, you didn't understand....


Remember, I came, because the gnawing loneliness is there and will not be lost until the music is sung, until the poem is heard, until silence is understood.....until you come to me again.


For you alone can blend music and memory into one consuming ecstasy.
YOU ALONE....




A very great poem from one of my English lecturer's(Lim Ho Peng) friend, Annalee.
All credits goes to her.

I would also like to dedicate this poem to you..

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Puteriku Sayang

Aduhai puteriku sayang 
Aduhai puteriku sayang 
Puteriku sayang 

Lembutmu tak bererti kau mudah dijual beli 
Kau mampu menyaingi lelaki dalam berbakti 
Lembut bukan hiasan 
Bukan jua kebanggaan 
Tapi kau sayap kiri pada suami yang sejati 

Sebalik bersih wajahmu 
Disebalik tabir dirimu 
Ada rahsia agung tersembunyi dalam diri 
Itulah sekeping hati yang takut pada Ilahi 
Berpegang pada janji mengabdikan diri 

Malumu mahkota yang tidak perlukan singgahsana 
Tetapi ia berkuasa menjaga diri dan nama 
Tiada siapa yang akan boleh merampasnya 
Melainkan kau sendiri yang pergi menyerah diri 

Ketegasanmu umpama benteng negara dan agama 
Dari dirobohkan dan jua dari dibinasakannya 
Wahai puteriku sayang 
Kau bunga terpelihara 
Mahligai syurga itulah tempatnya 

Aduhai puteriku sayang 
Kau bunga kebanggaan 
Aduhai puteriku sayang 
Kau bunga idaman

Saturday, October 16, 2010

It's All About You

It's all about you...
It's all about you baby...

Yesterday you ask me something I thought you knew...
So I told you with a smile, it's all about you...
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too...
Said you'd made my life worthwhile, it's all about you...

And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me too
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you

It's all about you ^_^

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Heaven Knows


She's always on my mind

From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's so far away
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me, where do I start
'Coz its breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Coz heaven knows


My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine


But tell me,
Where do I start
'Coz its breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go



Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Coz heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Coz heaven knows

Heaven knows... Heaven knows...